02 January 2012

What the hell is all these?

People have problems with the way you are as if its their own life which is being affected by the things you do.. well at least they think so. i never chose to be like this, the same way they never chose to be like that. when i say this and that that doesn't mean i mean something bad or good.. i am just generalizing things. the place where i live is just so weired i have been living here since i was like 2 but never understood it.. i am not saying its bad or anything but the people here are just to weired... i have never been able to make friends here except two or three. i just dont feel like doing it. their talks are weired. the language they use is absurd.. i am not saying about the total population in general, but just the people of my age with whom i can hang out with.. some of them respect me.. they know i am different from them in terms of mindset, people who dont respect at least dont say anything.. but there are few who have problems with every single thing i do. i cant take it anymore..

they think i dont smoke is bad, they think it is pathetic that i have phobia of speed, they think riding the motorbike as fast as possible is the best thing to do in the world.. people here are obsessed with girls they keep staring at every good looking girl. they are obseesed with taking their numbers. people here think nobody can say us anything... they are ready to be in fight anytime anywhere if challenged..there are a lot of things i have hard time to fit in..

I dont get it.. i have so many friends at the place i study i took tuition.. its just that here i am helpless. i feel lonely. even though i am not...!!