Just another evening

This is just another evening when i am sitting in front of my desktop thinking of posting on blog, typing and erasing and typing again... I don't know but sometimes i just become Blank... its actually good... at least mind gets some rest... otherwise since the time i wake up i keep thinking, wondering about things which are not even important for me...

Work work work,,,,,

its been quite long since i wrote here last time.. there are lot of things i have to do and time is running short... in between i am happy for many things... and tensed because of few others

So first the happy side... in the project i am working i have got this guy working with me who is enthusiastic, energetic, friendly, egoless, and whatever you may count... from all the people i have met all my life, he is the best person to work with... we both have similar thoughts, similar goals, simliar paths... different conditions  though...:P but its okay... at last all that count is the destination we are approaching....there are few other things i am happy about.. but not much time to write them all....

the sad part... urmmm.... not really want to write.....!!

So its all for now...

Valleys and hills

"I failed" as i am fan of Thomas alva edison i can say "i just came to know the path which leads to failure".. ..  i never thought i can fail in my life, well at least in academics.. but i did.. i am not really happy coz i failed, but as people are saying me to be positive i would say i atleast know how failing in a thing which you never thought would happen feels.....


I dont really compare with people as i used to do before ( thanks to potatoe queen and rockstar whotold me not to do so), but this time i just cant help it but to think that everybody performed well except me... i am yet to figure out where exactly "Things went wrong"  but the important thing is they did go wrong which i will make sure they dont...!!!

Allah knowss...!!!!

Friends...:D

I dont know why i am even writing this one.. but i just felt like noting this down so here it is... yesterday evening while coming back from college one of my friend Rayte stumbled upon something and accidentally put all his weight on my Chappal ( a footware)... so now one of the main strips of it which was keeping the chappal held to my legs was broken.. so now i was there middle of the road walking like a disabled man coz of the broken chappal...:D i didnt have enough money to buy new one.. and the place around was not really the place i could buy a chappal...!!!

i had three friends with me who all had their differnet views... Rayte (stumbled guy :P ) told me to go home simply with the broken chappal which i obviously didn't want to... after all walking around with broken chappal wasn't a good idea after all..

Meet was with Rayte but unlike Rayte he also demonstrated some ways for how i can walk with that broken thing...The way he was doing that made me think of a person who lost his limbs in the Iraq war, if not then a person from a Third world country leaving with polio..

till then Neel was silent.. and suddenly he said "Feviquick : ek chutki mai chipkaye"...and then three of them had some discussion about the best option available and decided that we would find a shop where we can buy this "ultimate Adhesive" (as per neel)... well not to mention the place didn't have any normal grocery shop around so no one of us so hopeful that we would find one except Neel... he kept saying feviquick is available at any shop. ok it doesn't really sound wrong but Neel was pointing to a travel office, local chay wala, and a snack's shop... i mean Travel office???? lol...

so now we are wandering around with my broken chappal to find Feviquick..:D...and then suddenly like an angel appearing from the shop at the side of the road said he had feviquick..Neel bought one and finally handed me over this small tube containng 5 ml of magical adhesive which can stick almost everything (As per neel obviously..) i applied it over the broken part and WOHHAA... it worked...there was still some of the liquid remaining Neel told me if i had anything else to get repaired..!!! but fortunately apart from chappal rayte didnt fall upon anything else..!! :D



so finally we all departed with me my completely perfect chappal in my legs..:D i should thank Rayte because without him not stumbling upon my chappal i wouldn't  have been able to have fun like we did..:D

the resoan why i am writing this is that,  from past expeirences i can tell that having a broken chappal is not a good situation one would want to be in.. but when your friends are with you almost everything seems fun...!!!

What would i do if i was there??

Today i saw the movie Carriers. Its about 4 friends trying to survive in a world devastated by a deadly virus. First i thought it would be some those silly zombie movie where the virus turns the people into a horrible creature feeding on flesh... but this movie was different it shows how relations and love between people are tasted in extreme situation. Few moments touched me deeply. specially when one of the actors lefts his girlfriend whom he loves by all his heart coz she is infected, when a guy shoots his older brother to relive his pain. etc.

The movie is over and i am left with thoughts running all over my brain.. what would i do if i am in such situation? what would i choose if i had to....would the basic morals i have been taught all my life would still bind me or i will.......!!!!!!!!!!

Trying to be BAD...!!!

I know the tittle seems very weird. who wants to become bad?? and even if they are trying for it, posting it on a public blog seems foolish..isnt it?? But yea seriously i believe i have been "GOOD" all my life. my problem is not being good but being good more than required makes you look weaker. I am not saying all this just because of one experience but actually i have had few times when i realized i am getting USED...!!! here i want to write about few of the experiences i have had from some SICK personalities...!

1st ) I helped him a lot when he needed someone badly, i gave him all the time i had in vacations(when i could have go enjoying, traveling and gaming, instead) but now he thinks i am arrogant, self-centered, and completely unhelpful person who cant help someone without his personal interests... i am getting treated like this by him may be coz i was little bit more helpful to him before??

2) i always thought hes a good person, a good student if not a good friend then at least a good classmate.. i never tried to make fun of him. i never tried to bully him either like most of the people do... well its not that i am not good at teasing and teasing a LOSER like him is not a tough thing to do also...lol...but i always respect people no matter how they are, how they look, what race they are or any other barriers this human society has made..!!! but just think how it feels when the person whom you always supported when things were against him tells you SHUT-THE-FUCK-UP..!!!! That too when you were actually responding to his one of the silly questions he asks people making him look like mental patient .Instead i could have just ignored answering his question like most people do with him...!!!!!!! All my life i had never faced such harsh and rude comments from anyone...he told me all this shitt may be coz i was more den GOOD with him to begin with???



(FYI hes just a LOSER who has got no life whatsoever.. sometime he behaves like a psycho.. and i am gonna punch him in the face if he says something like this again)

3) I had this friend in my school whom people used to bully to often.. i stood by him and helped him face the situation... after few months he was talking to one person, he thought i was out of the class that time... but he didn't know i was seating at the last bench that time.. so his lines were "Akif is f**ing Muslim, whom i wont even see in my life once the school is over"....this was coz may be i was more supporting than i should be???
(I pity on this sick racist)

there are few others i wanted to write but i am hungry and i want to eat something badly...lol
but i am gonna be bad for all the bad.. and good for all the good.. :) CHEERS...!!!!

Everybody is changing coz IT WAS NOT THE CASE TODAY>>>>>

Yes everyone has changed or is it just my brain trying to think "Out of the box"... ??? :P

- I always thought my brother would never wake up without anyone shouting at him. but surprisingly it was not the case today...

- I always thought Meet tries to finish the texting conversations as soon as possible but it was not the case today...

- I used to believe jay would never initiate the convo but it was not the case today.

- I never thought some not-so-close-friend would ever spare his whole day for me just because i was sick and i needed someone but Faizal did, so ofcourse it was not the case today.
 
- I never thought i would ever have a convo with her without "LOLs" "haha" and "xDs" but it was not the case today.                          

- I never thought i would write such a BAD post here but IT IS NOT THE CASE today...!!!!

After a long time... That too on my Birthday...

Yea i know its been quite long since i wrote here...i don't think people will actually read this so it doesn't matter anyways...So the Reason why i am writing on this blog is today is my BIRTHDAY... from several days i was planning about the things i wanted to do today but i got fever and cold along with severe muscular pain and now i am writing this at the time when i should be out there enjoying and partying...

but honestly the thing which i missed the most was being a BIRTHDAY BOY in the college...The feeling which you get when your college friends are wishing you personally shaking hands with you or patting your back is just superb...but unfortunately i missed the fun being with friends on the day of my birthday... though i am happy that i have got lots of wishes through Email, Texts, and Fb so far..!!!



I don't know if my friends are ever going to read this.. but thank you all those who wished me from the bottom of my heart....

yea i forgot to wish myself.....:D so here it goes...
Akif, Happy bday to you.. many many happy returns of the day...!!